I wanna go to outer space..

December 14, 2009 at 10:01 am | In Family |

Weeks ago, my Grandma / parents were  skeptical of me wanting to baptise. Even my Aunt called. I was kinda pissed of but if you know me, once i’ve decided, nothing can change my mind. Many disagreements surfaced, agruements occur, the thinking of my parents are so unlogical or traditional, which to me, it doesn’t make any sense! Now my parents blames me for not informing them earlier so that they can attend. I am wondering, if they truely agree to my baptism, they should give me their blessings no matter if they can attend or not. And not twisting their words and putting the blame on me. Ah ma attended the ceremony, she was the first person i informed and the first person that told me all sorts of negative things and now she is the one that wants to attend. I’m finding it wierd. I just have this feeling that its because my aunt ask her to attend. Whatever it is, i respect my parents but i make the decision myself and not they decide for me!

Now, whether they truely agreed to it or just because the influence of my Aunt’s words to them. I really cant be bothered. Because if i’m their daughter, they should trust me and let me do the things i want and not always listens to my Aunt or always stick to their own generation of how my ah ma taught them to be or always compare me to their friends daughter and how i should behave like them.

Sometimes, i just feel that the ‘devil’ in my house is my ah ma. She is just some proud person which love face (Mian Zi) and so she always have her own theory and how we should behave then we are consider fillial or well behave, good manner people. No wonder they alway says old people are difficult to live with.

Haiz… its a long story. And each family and thier own problem. Sigh…

Work is giving me problems and now family too…

I wanna go to outer space..

                      ***** With L0Ve ~~ MeLiSsa ~~ *****

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